the new me wud be alright!

how sweet..!

i just love kissing in this style, dramatic!

**wink2

Guys,

ive mellowed down a bit.

not as panicky and fidgety as i was before.

it doesnt mean that i've got most of my stuff done..

but i guess i think things r pretty much on track now.

my 'printer' (*mr weck) promised me that i will get my invitations this week..

so we just wait and c je laa.. *can't wait xtually*

I havent booked the P.A systems yet. Partly because of my fickle mindedness..but i wanna get it out of the way fast before we pening kepala even more. Ye laa..lg 28 hari beb! i'm dead! *rolling eyes*

my work is getting a bit draining, and its hard to go off to do the official stuff. So im a bit stressed out because of that. Balik je keje so penat.. so i can't do wedding stuff after work either. camner nak DIY camni? kena lah hantar S.O.S to my friends.. and so glad they're all geared up to help me :) love u guys!

anyway....

after a lot of tears and drama,finally i made up my mind.. cuz my dad disagree with my idea of 'arabians' canopy.. he said "xpayah dah nk cari kanopi lg..ayah da booked khemah pyramid kat sedara kita.." *sigh* one of my friend said..ikut je la kata2 org tua ni..perhaps for our benefits too..

ok..c ya!

Pissed OFF!

Saat ni aku mmg tgh sakit hati yg teramat sangat saat ni! Marah pada siapa? Ye betul! pada tunang aku! lately banyak sgt gaduh atas benda yg bodoh! diulangi semula BODOH! aku mmg tgh sakit hati sekarang ni,sbb dia slalu pandang remeh pada benda yg aku bincangkan dgn dia. Lelaki ini dah mula nak tunjukkan perangai dia yg irritating tu. Perangai yg xmungkin aku rasa semua perempuan boleh tahan. He's totally annoying! What the f*** man! Kalau boleh diundur masa, teringin sgt aku perbetulkan keadaan. Tapi dia..

------nak berwudhuk jap----

all i need to do now is.. S.A.B.A.R. sbb iblis tgh membisikkan kata2 keramat supaya aku dan 'dia' renggang. Ya Allah,tabahkan hati hamba mu ini yg dah x berapa hari je lg nak membina masjid ni..

Apapun yg berlaku,betapa sakit mcmana pun hati ni pada dia,aku tetap akan selamanya mencintai dia! Kuatkanlah semangat aku. -amin

Advance wedding present!

Kusyuk memilih anak beranak nih.. hehe..

ni pic sabtu lepas ms kat Langkawi. Mr weck la yg duk ajak ikut family dia g sana,so aku pun ikut la jugak sbb Mr weck dah tarik muka kannn.. hehe..

Pasal pic ni x jelas sbb aku amik pakai E71 aku je.. lupa nak bw D80 boleh??!! hampeh jek! Kali ni aku nk cter sket pasal pic above. Wanita itu adalah bakal mama mertua aku. Kenapa dekat pinggan mangkuk? Hah! gud question! Mr weck ngan mama dia tgh pilih pinggan mangkuk yg sesuai dan cantik utk hadiah perkahwinan kami. Murah eh kat situ?? AGAK2 murah ke? Kata duty free kan? huh! aku tgk sama je harga lebey kurang kt luar!

Hadiah pinggan mangkuk yg x sampai 15 keping ni je dah sampai beratus harganya!!..aku nk pingsan bole?! Aku bukan laa nk kata apa,tapi berbaloi ke beli mahal2?? huhu..org dah sponsor,senyap je laa kan! Mr weck la org paling hepi. Aku pulak hepi2 suam2 je boleh? Sbb drpd kecik aku ni clumsy. So banyak pinggan mangkuk tamat riwayatnya ditangan aku! HUhu..pasni pasti agak menggeletar nak guna,cuci,pegang.. sbb aku ni sgt lasak dlm pegang material yg mcm ni. So,maybe aku patut beli pinggan mangkuk pelestik untuk dijadikan pinggan makan harian aku, manakala pinggan mahal dari Luminarc itu bakal jd perhiasan maybe? hehehe.. takut pecah! Kepada mama mertua ku,jgn kecik ati tau,saya syg pinggan tu

..nanti mama dtg rumah baru saya keluarkan dan kita guna sama2..hehe..

---> lain2 pic kat langkawi kt baba Mr weck. Akan di upload kemudian.. Apapun thanks to mama in law to be sbb banyak sgt tolong kami.. insyaAllah kami balas satu hari nnt..

1 month to go..shall i scream now??

Btw i'm actually in a panic situation..

should i be panicking? yup! I've only have less than 1 month to set up all those wedding preparation..(*sigh*)

Takuuuutttttt!!!! sbb banyak lg yg tergendala,

1- kad kawen x final draft! (patutnya sudah diedar2 kn)

2- goody bag n door gift x beli lg! choc yg dibeli di langkawi kelmarin da abis dimakan wharrrgghh..

3- bunga manggar blom beli lg!

4- Tak apply leave lg! nak cuti kawennnn..bizi..bizi..bizi..

5- kompang - x booking lg

6- PA system x booking lg!

7- tissue box,hand towel..

gosh! what happen to me?? am i lost my mind?? ini bukan perkara gurauan! huhuhu..(*gelak buat2..padahal mmg seriously panicked*) errrggghhh..mati la cenggini!

ok! let's plan what to do first! tarik nafas lega bila otakku dgn tiba2 berfikir secara rasional yg semua ni still bleh di manage-kan. Ok here's the plan :

lepas ni..

1-beli all candy or jellies for the kids gift.

2-beli sedozen kerepek kat masjid jamek!

3-bli small plastic bag for krepek.

4-next week balik kg ngan my fiance untuk penyerahan cheque hantaran aku di depan my parents,then on the way back tu singgah nilai 3 beli apa yg patut. (legaa skit..)

5-apply leave- on next monday,sbb mggu ni agak bizi je manjang!

6-call ayah suh booking kompang.

Tell u what,yesterday my dad arguing abt the canopy. Aku dah byr deposit untuk canopy kat Encik A.. but then my dad suruh booking kat my sedara di melaka,huh! apakahh??? so..tpaksa laa ikut kata org tua demi nak jaga hati mereka.. huhuhu..sedihh aku! sabo je la!

Frasers Hill (Hiking,Climbing time)

Guys!

1st,we all mmg da planning nak warm up (training) beberapa gunung kt semenanjung ni sebelum bersedia untuk mendaki gunung yg agak tough untuk didaki di M'sia,iaitu gunung kedua n tertiga tertinggi (Mount Trusmadi n Mount Tambuyukon) kt sabah. Sedangkan Gunung Kinabalu yg aku baru conquer bulan 4 aritu pun aku da pancit..inikan pulak gunung yg kedua selepasnya.. dan sbb itu aku berazam utk training supaya lebih bersedia! huh!

So ini merupakan warm up aku yg 1st selepas 5 bulan aku 'bersara' mendaki..hahaha.. we all decided untuk mendaki Pine Tree Hill,memandangkan 1st plan we all utk mendaki Gunung Bujang Melaka di Gopeng telah di postpone, (sdeyy arr).. enjoy this pic k! Duration hours utk conquer Pine Tree Hills ni : 3 jam naik,3 jam turun ( itu dibuat secara santai)

we at peak! Congrats guys!

Chua dan air kemenangan!!

da nk sampai puncak! atas tu je!

dark n creepy!

1st take 5,makan apple

starting lg da mencanak2 turun!

Starting point

my bestfriend

back to nature..

Columbia pairs? Twin?

me?

**insyaAllah,next trip plak mendaki Gunung Ayam di Kelantan

My wedding checklist

Here's the updated checklist!

1. OMG! lose weight (-2kgs) i'm so stressed!

2. get favor boxes (for door gift)

3. get reception outfits for both kL n Melaka

4. find wedding shoes - Shoes, shoes, shoes!

5. Attendding a kursus kahwin **OMG finally done it!! =>

6. Get bridesmaids - warna sedondon

7. Find makeup artist (Geecantik n kak Hanis)

8. Find photographer (Feisal maybe,BIL,friends of weck!)

9. Find old photos for wedd card.

10. Find someone to do all KENDARAT job

11. Find DJ for Audio/PA system

12. Buy (9 stuffs) for hantarans (yey done!)

13. Find bracelet for me (from Tomei-Done!)

14. Find ring for future hubby (Poh kong-Done!)

15. Get proper card wordings-for friends gift

16. Send wedd invitation cards

17. Do some decoration for hantaran

18. go for multiple facials

19. Make guestbook

20. Go for pre-wedding photo shoot!

21. HIV test (finally done it yey!)

22. get all borangs

23. Find Imam

25. Finalise guest (1st draft, 2nd draft, final draft)

26. Fitting baju nikah

27. Fitting baju reception

28. Honeymoon - Lake Toba :)

29. Wedding cake & brownies for gift (patisserie mak Der)

30. ikat ribbon to all favors (kerepek,goody bag n so on..)

31. sent through FB out of panic. card blom siap. i need to be punished!! but everybody rsvp oredi!)

32. book projector and screen for slideshow (not sure yet)

33. go for facial,manicure n pedicure,spa,threading..

34. get a hair treatment (hehe the next month, i'll be someone's WIFE!!!)

will be update soon!