O3.15am.
I was roused frm a deep sleep by hearing some murmured
voices. Queen size bed, me and the boys usually tdur melintang for a bigger
space for 3 of us, and used 2 place myself in between of the boys. Being habit
tdur mengiring ke kanan, so aku hug Ahmad Abang more often every night than
Ahmad Adik. Sambung balik cerita, so aku pun spontaneously gelabah x memasal. 1st
time happen! Dlm samar2 gelap bilik, jarak satu depa tepi toilet, aku nampak dia
mencangkung n seems bercakap/ menjilat?!! Aku takut, dan aku jerit ADAM !!! (toleh
tajam arah aku) dia jerit (mummy!! Kenapaaa bagi saya duduk bawah!!) *he cried
too. Aku peluk erat x nak lepas dia lagi!!
Allahuakkbar!!! Apa2 pun itu sebagai
Ujian Allah pd aku malam td.
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