Bluesands : 06/01/2015

30 June 2015

Make it to me

Make it to me_Sam Smith

My mind runs away to you
With a thought I hope you'll see
Can't see where it's wandered to
But I know where it wants to be

(Pre-Chorus)
I'm waiting patiently
Though time is moving slow
I have one vacancy
And I wanted you to know

(Chorus)
That you're the one
Designed for me
A distant stranger
That I will complete
I know you're out there
We're meant to be
So keep your head down
And make it to me
Make it to me
(Verse)

So sick of this loneliness
It seems such a waste of breath
So much that I need to say
So much to get off my chest

(Pre-Chorus)
I'm waiting patiently
Though time is moving slow
I have one vacancy
And I wanted you to know

(Chorus)
That you're the one
Designed for me
A distant stranger
That I will complete
I know you're out there
We're meant to be
So keep your head down
And make it to me
Make it to me
And make it to me
Make it to me

03 June 2015

Too Sober

Sober_Pink

I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone
I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the mornin'
'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home

Ah, the sun is blindin'
I stayed up again
Oh, I am findin'
That that's not the way I want my story to end

I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside, you're my protection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
'Cause I won't remember, save your breath 'cause what's the use?

Ah, the night is callin'
And it whispers to me softly, "Come and play"
I, I am fallin'
And if I let myself go I'm the only one to blame

I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside, you're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?

Comin' down, comin' down, comin' down
Spinnin' 'round, spinnin' 'round, spinnin' 'round
I'm lookin' for myself, sober

Comin' down, comin' down, comin' down
Spinnin' 'round, spinnin' 'round, spinnin' 'round
Lookin' for myself, sober

When it's good then it's good, it's so good till it goes bad
Till you're trying to find the you that you once had
I have heard myself cry, "Never again"
Broken down in agony, just tryin' find a friend

I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside, you're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?

02 June 2015

Keep myself busy with books.

Thou, there's so many things so say..

but sometimes its better left unspoken.

The reason of being like this, maybe its been

kept for a long time. And I chose to explode now.

But please, dun bother ask y.

I'm done with this game.

*love this book. Mendalami bagaimana mendidik anak.
.."Sentuh pd hati, pasti igt sampai mati.." *nak sentuh bagaimana? itu juga ilmu wahai ibu bapa sekalian..keep readings ~ the nucleus of knowledge.

31 May 2015 Kampung dan Kenduri Orang

Sebulan sekali balik kg. Kadang tu x sampai sebulan pun.

Sian pulak kat org tua yg sentiasa menunggu anak2 balik. So, kali ni aku balik

bawa weck. Kerap juga aku balik dgn anak2, tapi ntah angin apa weck nak join. Tak mengharap.

Tak banyak xtvt sbb balik pun nk tgk org tua n bawa anak2 jumpa cousins dia.

Gerak balik dlm kul 8 pg (30.5.2015), sampai dalam 10 pagi.

Excited part dia, bila kak long aku pun balik.

Sbb kalau xda dia aku rasa macam malas nak balik.

haha..bole x alasan tu? kehkehkeh..

The Oreo Project

Cheese Oreo

Cat and Roses

Porch with Owner rumah Semi D ni. (big sis)

Project memeningkan mommy2.
Biasalah boys kan.

love port ni.

Kdg2 nampak comel plak aku ni.
well, slalunya aku mmg selekeh.
ahaha mmg admit it! kahkahkah

Frm begin nyampah baju pengantin ni,
skali da pakai nmpak okay plak.
Haha..pelik knp akak aku xnak buat makeup job lg,
even xnak pun, jual laa baju2 nih..hehe