kegusaran hati..

hari ni bgn kul 9am..

-kemas uma..
-on9 jap kat dpn tv..
-"boring" plak landing sblah aku..
-gi lepak ngan akak aku.. berborak ngan dia sampai boring dtg lg..
-on9 lagik..but this time aku on9 cari kerja kat MUDAH.com.. banyak gak vacancy..
aku terus email akunye resume kat suma.. hurm.. heharap cecepat dapat keja..
-start plannning..monday ni aku nak kuar gi cari keja..argh.. yg penting,aku keluar pergi cari..
-can't wait anymore! i need a job!

-Aku bengang! bengang gila dgn 1 benda ni.. tapi aku xnak luah kat sini.. yg penting skrg aku da xlarat dgr org membebel kat tinga aku suh keja.. ingat senang ke nk dapat keja skrg?
......ditambah plak dgn weck yg sntiasa mmbebel kat tinga aku...

"bby bila u nk keja nih?? kita da nk kawen da ni.. u x bli lg hantaran i.."

hurm...mesti dia susah hati tgk aku yg xbekerja ni..of course arr, dia takut nnt suma dia tanggung..yg nk hidup kami..yg nak nak sara..dia sorang.. "

"huhu.. sabar la ye hazwan syg..i tetap akan cari keja scepat yg mungkin.. i pun ada tujuan i nk keja ni..banyak yg nak kena kumpul..
kalau stakat 7 ribu yg u bg tu..mmg x cukup! so..i akan usaha before end of this may.."

Vacation?

Hari ni demam panas aku yg bmula isnin lepas,still berbaki lagi..tapi harini,better sket.. just batuk n sesema ringan..

dan hari ni jugak da masuk 14 may.. and i'm still sat at home and do nothing!

--ati da btambah gusar..masa makin suntuk pada aku.. aku tak leh nak duk diam lagi hari ni..i must do something,tuk redakan hati ni,walau sikit.. atlease aku try.. gambaran persaan aku ms ni..ye,DESPERATE! the best word to describe my feelings. Banyak benda aku nak buat dgn "WANG".. terutamanya,fasal persediaan perkahwinan aku yg bakal blansung ujung taun ni..yg kedua,i need to spent duit juga..sbb nak gi mendaki next year ke sabah lagi sekali..n x lupa vacation ngan bakal husband aku..(honeymoon..).. perancangan yg teliti diperlukan.. selain nak cover balik total lost ms wedd day aku nnt.. (hari yg menakutkan bg aku!)

--KERJA! itu yg penting skrg..bukan dok mmbebel kat site ni tetiap hari..


-Dlm kepala yg kusut2 pikir ttg kerja ni.. si Weck asik cll bebanyak kali..nak tanya ttg place to go..tuk honeymoon ktorg.. hurm.. mmg nak ikut my big sis gi bandung..but,weck plak da gi sana 2 kali.. so dia suggest ktorg gi Lake Toba. Hurm.. Mesti best agaknya.. ttg tarikh plak..maybe end of January 2010..(kira x lama lepas wedd day kami..)

-Sesambil tu,ada gak plan gi Pulau Perhentian..huhu..just both of us laa.. (gumbiranya dlm hati..!)

hurm..ni yg nk kena keja cepat ni..

"cari kerja..cari kerja.."

to be continued!

Whargh! i've been delaying so many things to post in here..
and as always, when something had been delayed, it'll be delayed forever.. so earth hour and some outings have been canceled to be posted.. but i swear i got some few things to be updated soon..

yesterday i've promised myself to wrote a new entry,but then it turns to zero,there's got so many story that i'm not updated yet n never update after this..huhu,life must go on..there's still lot of exciting things to go..

those story are not going to share >>

outing with Chop,Ina n Wecks- we went to FRIM,next we were visited PUSAT SAINS NEGARA..(last gi melawat pusat sains tu,ms aku darjah 4..huhu..).. huh! tell you what,i wanted to upload all those pic while inside there,and yet Weck always gave me the same 'alasan'.. "sorry,i didn't bring it.." i knew laa,he's the only one who have the camera time tuh.. huh! sengal! so it delayed laa nk post.

(sigh..**sambil korek2 idong,sambil mulut aku mengomel sensoang..)



Yeay! My new shirt,it's an orchid flower print.
Big fat hug to my big sis,for paid me this shirt..
(Blink2**wt mata berkaca2,harap dia banje blikn t-shirt lagik..hik2)

>>(Friends of mine said,"it must be a branded shirt..!" gosh! do we need
to spent our money just for an xpensive/branded stuff,to satisfy our self)

-next day..outing with my big sis (Mrs aD),Weck,Chop,n Mr Fuzzy- were went to Ampang superbowl.. (**layan bowling arr..)

4 pax (players)

name score/beat

1)Chop 398
2)Tajul 389
3)Fuzzy 369 (not so sure)
4)Weck 349 (not so sure)
5)Mohd 258 (not so sure)

Me n My big sis?? (disqualified !!..huhu gi shopping,bli t-shirt)
(kalo....xpaham?? rujuk pic..kat atas)

Bouque of Flower??

Together our snickers =p

Guess what?

Yesterday was the 3rd time that i've received a bouquet of flowers..
from who?? it's Weck! huhu..totally in love with him! i don't knw how to
explain/imagine my feelings are.. so i dropped this songs together with this entry
all rite..

Here's the songs from Jonas Brothers

Love bug

Called you for the first time yesterday
Finally found the missing part of me
Felt so close but you were far away
Left me without anything to say

Now I’m speechless
Over the edge
I’m just breathless
I never thought that I’d catch this
Lovebug again

Hopeless
Head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I’d get hit
By this lovebug again

I can’t get your smile out of my mind
(I can’t get you out of my mind)
I think about your eyes all the time
You’re beautiful but you don’t even try
(You don’t even, don’t even try)
Modesty is just so hard to find

Now I’m speechless
Over the edge
I’m just breathless
I never thought that I’d catch this
Lovebug again

Hopeless
Head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I’d get hit
By this lovebug again

Kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless, baby, can't you see

Now I’m…
Yeah!

Now I’m speechless
Over the edge
I’m just breathless
I never thought that I’d catch this
Lovebug again

Now I'm hopeless
Head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I’d get hit
By this lovebug again
Ohh... lovebug again

Pusat Sains??

Holla babe!

cter sket pasal pusat sains yg aku g 2 hari lepas..
org yg turut serta smlm,kwn2 weck..chop n ina.. (**x kenal?? argh! wt2 kenal je derang tuh..)
.......

-kitorang gi FRIM sblum tuh..dgn smgt yg tggi nk layan Canopy Walk kat sana..(**siap standby bw sport shoes n spare t-shirt lagik..).. Finally sampai sana da tghari..dlm kul 10 lebey.. yg mngecewakan hati kat entrance gate tuh siap tulis besar2..

"CANOPY WALK IN PROGRESS..TEMPORARY CLOSED UNTIL 25 MAY"

-huh! Hawau btol! then ktorg mmg totally xda mood nk jalan2 kaki tuk xplore taman tuh.. so dgn slamba gadak nya..ktorg jln2 dgn keta je.. huuhu..

-Apa kaitan dgn Pusat sains? ada! lepas lunch,kitorg decide gi pusat sains lak..
......mmg btaun2 da x jejakkn kaki kat situ.. still remember laa.. last aku g pusat sains..ms aku standard 4... huhu..mmg sadis,ms tu nk masuk pun berasak2..sbb ramai plak skolah yg join visited tmpt tu.. then smlm aku pegi kira x bnyak perubahan arr.. just da btambah luas dgn lebih canggih arr pameran dia.. kalau dulu mcm sengal2 je pameran dia..

- yg x leh lupa tuh..smlm start masuk je tmpt tu ktorang da plik.. sbb aquarium yg besar tu dgn ikan air tawar yg bcampur2 tu tetiba ada ikan pari?? kau x pelik? hhurm..just ignore..

-mmg ramai arr kanak2 kat sna.. org tua2 umur lingkungan 20 ke atas? ada beb tapi bleh bilang ngan jari arr.. yg x leh blah tuh.. member si weck ni.. bleh layan game yg di providekan tuk kekanak main.. alaa..pc game la.. yg controlnya just up,down,rite n left.. huhu.. tmasuk laa weck pun g layan seyh! sampai stengah jam aku mnunggu derang main..! then ada arr pameran lagi satu tempat ni nama dia "alam rekacipta/cyber" aku punya la mencari mn derang pegi..rupanya derang 3 org gi main control game yg mcm amik anak patung dalam balang tuh.. cuma bezanya amik barang lain la..dlm tuh.. mmg hampeh! layann seyh!

- pic derang mana?? ada,tapi aku x upload sbb memory card kat weck.. dia x bg lagik! sdey xdapat nak share pic yg lawak kat korang.. nnt since aku dpt je..aku terus upload ok!..
oraite,got to go.. got to sleep! sleepy arr.. bubbye,see ya next entry.. muah!

memancing

Td pg bgn awal gle sbb alarm da menjerit kat tinga aku.. mmg hampeh!

-plan rini gi mancing kat kuang,area kundang blue lake..
tapi rini abg aku no 3 ikut,sambil bw awek dia skali..

-dapat ikan?? musti laa wey..dapat ikan pacu besau gle..iaitu di pancing oleh En.weck kita..
abg aku lak berangin je satu bdn..sbb ikan dia asik lepas je bila taim ikan da mula mkn kail dia..
(**bengang membe)

-anak buah weck plak,si kay tuh dapat ikan tilapia je.. ok arr tuh,rezeki..daripada x dpt ye tak?

-balik sblm smbhyg jumaat,after solat weck blikan nasi ayam rempah..sedap gle..
then lepak sampai ptg..sambil tgk muvee..(benjamin butang..**ntah kali yg ke bape ntah)

-mlm plak td dlm kul 8,gi teman abg ipar aku ngan weck men bowling.. xda mood nak layn derang.. penat kut..

tu je ar cte rini.. xda yg menarik pun.. ok bye!