Burdened.

I'm so lost -blue

Its uneasy to lift all of the broken things that burdened me all this while. Am not supposed to blame all the uncertain thing frm which i used to glorify before tht weigh me down now.

Dunia sementara.

Pursue my happiness tru one small steps each day, everyday. God will help me as if  i'd be eager to make progress towards akhirah (life after).

I'm sorry for what I've done before.  Pls forgive me sincerely. That's all i need.


Bluesands.

 

Banyak

Pening kepala.

Banyaknya duit nak kena keluar.. 
Banyaknya masalah!
Banyaknya fikir!
Banyaknya nak kena settle!

Banyaknya keluhan!

Banyaknya songeh!

Banyaknya komplen!

 

 

Banyakkan? Sangat banyak dan x pernah kurang.

Lebih banyak fikir masalah, bukan boleh settle dlm sekelip mata kan?

 

Banyakkan igt tuhan. Kala happy, kala sedih.

Hanya DIA yg dekat dgn kita dan setia dgr keluhan kita

diantara jutaan manusia diatas bumi ni.

 

Mengadulah kau sepuas puasnya wahai diri.

Agar diberi jalan dan dipermudahkan.

 

In shaa Allah.

Aamiin.

 

 

#keluhkesahkakesah.

 

From me to you.

Come up to meet you,
Tell you I'm sorry,
You don't know how lovely you are.

I had to find you,
Tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart.

Tell me your secrets,
And ask me your questions,
Oh let's go back to the start.

Runnin' in circles,
Comin' up tails,
Heads on a science apart.

Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard.
Oh take me back to the start.

I was just guessin',
At numbers and figures,
Pullin' the puzzles apart.

Questions of science,
Science and progress,
Do not speak as loud as my heart.

Tell me you love me,
Come back and haunt me,
Oh, what a rush to the start.

Runnin' in circles,
Chasin' our tails,
Comin' back as we are.

Nobody said it was easy,
Oh it's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be so hard.
I'm goin' back to the start.

Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh,
Ah ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh,

Ahmad bermaksud yang terpuji.

My pre-schooler Ahmad.


Adam : mummy sy nk wash the dishes??

Me : nanti dulu. theres a lot stuffs in the sink.

Adam : pls mummy?!!

Me : kejap sy cuci dulu half of it. (turn on radio n do the cleaning)

.................... (20 mins later) ........................

Adam : mummy!! sy nk wash!!!!

Me : Alamakkkkkk!! Sy TERcuci semuaa!! (>.<)"

Adam : mummy ni!! hishhhhh!!! tanak kawan!!

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Conversation before sleep (on the bed) :


Adam : mummy, papa ni lambat kan??

Me : ohh papa janji nak hantar lego kat you ke??

Adam : ye la, papa ni suka lambat!

Me : eh, serious ke papa nk hantar? papa ckp apa td dlm phone?

Adam : tadi papa ckp td, dia hantar!

Me : okay kita tggu je la. u main game dulu.

Adam : papa suh kita 'ratang' kat umah nenek kut?

Me : pulakkk????

Ratang = Datang.

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Adam : eh mummy, mummy..! knp crocodile ni xda lidah?

Me : dia lupa letak kut?

Adam : mmg la sbb dia kan patung!.. bukan crocodile betul.

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*tears in my eyes. Ini la perasaan seorg ibu bila anak mula pandai membezakan yg nyata.

Allahuakbar..Allah maha besar.

Tiba masanya kini untuk aku berkongsi cerita ttg perkara-perkara dunia padanya. Moga anak-anak syurgaku membesar dengan sihat dan memiliki akhlak juga peribadi yang terpuji seindah nama yang diberi.

Aamiin. In Shaa Allah.

he love doing this!

Camping at Sg Pauh

Setiap senyuman yang mampu membuatkan duniaku bertukar syurga.

Kesayangan saya.

Anak2 syurga saya.

Imran si Lelaki Budiman saya.

Thats it.

Oopss i did it again.


Sometimes shit happens.
it depends on u. You're the one who responsible towards yourself. Either u choose 2 allow those shit to be happened or stop it before it happen. If its still happen, no regret. Theres a lesson from SWT. Believe me. Cuma "dapat" atau x "dapat" je soalnya. Like yesterday, aku x sangka yang aku ada perasaan tu. Tapi Allah maha kaya, DIA masih menerangi jalan hidup, serta guide aku hingga tahap ni. Aku sangat bersyukur!

"Sesungguhnya Allah takkan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum itu sehingga dia mengubah nasibnya sendiri.." -Al-Ra'ad 13:11

Tiba masa untuk aku mengubah cara kehidupan lama. Alah bisa tegal biasa. In shaa Allah, for the brighter future.. i hav to. Supaya Allah lebih syg pd diri ini. Aku juga masih belajar ttg hidup ni.

Aku masih stick pd azam tahun ni :

Kurangkan carut
Kurangkan maki hamun
Kurangkan sumpah
Kurangkan gossiping

etc..

In shaa Allah.

Jihad.

Blue.

Ahoyy matey's!!

my fav ride all time!
by Imran Isaac.

More quality time with Amaanah Allah!
Yayyyyy!!

Hey issaac! Look here!

Pening lalat

Kinda cute each time my my big sis post (blog entry) about her kiddos daily conversation. I guess i shall post about it too from now on.

Here's mine. 


conversation with Fatin (weck's niece)


Fatin : tgkkk boy cium girl. comel kan!

AdamDanial :  ehhhhhhhh..itu org cinta! nanti cinta lps tu dia kawen! haa mcm tu laa!

Fatin : ye laa..nnt dia kawen kan!

Me : erkkkk... (mane blajo cinta2 nihh) *aku nk pengsan jap..

lahai nnak oi.. 6 tahun ajar org 8 tahun! I wonder where did he learn that??

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Man down with one bended knees on the ground beg her woman. (in a pic)

AdamDanial : eeee..dia nak kawen kan mummy?! eee..maluuuu.

Me : err........ kot?

AdamDanial : ye, tapi dia x hold flower kn mummy?!

Me : ..eh..mana imran?! (distraction)



*apsal asik isu cinta & kawen?



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